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[July the 8th, 2006 - 4:55 PM]
so i'm pregnant! woohoo! i have another journal mylilpeanut it's friends only so make sure you comment so i can add you!

that is all <3<3<3
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[April the 3rd, 2006 - 10:00 AM]
So my trip to South Dakota will be one I will never ever forget.

It started off good. We drove to Lacross, WI and stayed at a Holiday Inn Express. It was such a nice room and a gorgeous hotel. We took Abby to Chuck E Cheese and than Shirley took Abby swimming. We left early in the morning and headed the rest of the way on our trip. It kept raining on and off and than we saw these weird clouds. it looked like someone could be driving and just drive right up them they were so low to the ground and slanted.

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We had no idea what they were all we knew was that they looked really strange and we had never seen them before. So we took some pictures and kept driving. well we got to this spot that was clear as can be. and all of a sudden we look up and the sky is GREEN. and i mean like really actually green. and before this we were talking about tornados and chad said "You have nothing to wory about until the sky turns green". So of course now i'm practically shitting myself. haha. And we were driving and all of a sudden right above us we see these clouds start swirling and coming down. Well Chad had the steering wheel cranked all the way to the right and we lifted up and were moved to the left shoulder. It was horrible it was raining so hard you couldn't see 2 feet in front of you. and all of a sudden it let up and we went flying to the right shoulder again. And all through this chad was hitting the gas as hard as he could and we were only doing 70mph. So we finally got about 30 feet from it and pulled over trying to figure out where to go if we had to.

The rain ended up slowing down and everything was fine again. But It was the scariest thing ever.

That was thursday. Now on friday I woke up at 3am with the most horrible pain i've ever felt in my right lower side and chad woke up and he woke up his mom and we went out to smoke and decided to just go back to bed. Well it was fine all day until after lunch, it came back i could barley walk because it hurt so much, well it went away to the point it was just a dull constant pain. I decided i didn't want to take an 8 hour trip back home if something was terribly wrong, so i decided to go to the doctors. The couldn't figure it out, they did so many tests and they all came back normal except for my white blood cell levels. So she sent me over to the ER. I get there, of course have to get undressed and put on the stupid gown and they hook me up with an IV after taking 7 viles of blood. and than they came back for more later. after already having blood taken from the doctors. So i was there, I had to drink the dye for the CT scan and than i had to pee like nobodys business. the ER Doctor came back and he said "You have appendicitis." I was like OOOh great. So the surgeon comes in and he's pressing on my stomach and I had absolutely no pain anymore. So he was like " I can't justify doing surgery if there's no tenderness at all when i'm doing this" So he left. and the ER Dr. comes back and says he doesn't feel comfortable with letting me go home he wants to call in a second opinion so i said Okay. Well about 2 freaking hours later comes this ooooold man and he talks the slowest i've ever seen anybody talk and he's explaining everything to me and chad and the possibilities of everything happening. He made me walk around the hospital bed and jump up and down and he said "I'll just go tell the Dr. you want to go home" Well the Doctor comes back in and says "You have a couple options, you can go home, you can stay here for another half hour and we can check your WBC again to see if it's gone up, or we can admit you to the hospital and get you a more comfortable room and you can stay until about 5am and we can get your husband some food" and i was like "I don't want anymore blood taken, i don't want anymore needles in me, and my husband can't have any food, because you guys wont let me it, i'm not going to watch him eat" and he's like "Okay i'll come back in 15-20 minutes you talk with your husband about it" and as soon as the Dr left i turned to chad and i said " I want to go home" and about 15 minutes later we were driving home. And i've felt fine since.

We also went to the Spam museum in Minnesota. That was exciting. hehe.

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So all this exciting stuff happens on trips. It's not really all that fun but at least you have stories to tell <3<3<3
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[February the 16th, 2006 - 7:40 PM]
Going to CT in a few hours. I have to get up at 3:00am. and Tyler is picking me up at 4:00am. I'll see you guys at 10:30am! yay!

Crista- I'll call you once i find out what time we're leaving on Saturday!

Byyee Guys <3<3<3
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[February the 15th, 2006 - 9:38 AM]
Soo. First, I hope everyone had a good valentines day. Chad got me that lion from Hallmark that purrrrrs. and a mug! Cause i love mugs. And he got me a Nintendo Gamecube. which i've been playing practically non stop. OOh man.

So it was basically a good day yesterday, Sat at home and played gamecube until we had to leave to go to dinner. Which was NOT fun. But at the same time it was fun. We got seated in the extra room because we had 10 people. And no one came and brought us menus for like 10 minutes. and than no one came and got our order for another 25-30. So finally we get our order taken and than it takes 3 HOURS to get our food! So in that 3 hours everybody was drinking a bit. Food finally comes and it takes for ever to get the bill. Last night as far as dinner went it was just terrible.

But on to the rest of the night!

Me, Chad, Steve, Amanda & Dave were all up at the bar and Dave being the nice gy that he is. bought ALL of our drinks. And kept feeding us shots. I mean like CRAZY. I'm going to try to count ou how many drinks i had:

During Dinner/ Waiting for dinner
UV & Lemonade.-4
Jager Bombs- 2

After Dinner
UV & Sprite-1
Jager bombs-2
Tequila Rose shots- 2
Tequila w/Lemon and sugar[Chocolate cake/Lemon Drops as it's called]-2
Cranberry Juice & Vodka- 1
Kamikaze- 1

That's all i can think of at the moment. But yeah, I spilled Daves drink all over my Jeans. and than i kept spilling mine all over myself, we were walking home at this point and me and Amanda were signing Alanis Morisette- Isn't it Ironic- and just laughing and the guys were waaay ahead of us. and than I fell and we had beakers from our drinks. and amanda's like "did you break your beaker?!?" and i was like "no. but it's filled with dirt now" and than she's like.."oh... .....are you okay?!" hahaha. it was great. and than i called jess and my mom and matt at like 1:30am East coast time. The sparks came in breakers like Science beakers, But tall plastic ones. And it tastes like Sweet Tarts. It was a fun night.

I leave in 2 days. and I'm sure there will be many more nights like it. hah. <3
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[February the 14th, 2006 - 12:51 AM]
Happy Valentines Day! <3<3<3
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[February the 12th, 2006 - 9:58 AM]
So i leave in 5 days! I can't wait to come back home. I miss everyone.

And i have a packed weekend when i get back. haha. I made so many freakin' plans. Gosh.
I'm going to miss chad though. he has to stay here :( He didn't know he was going to be off work for so long so he didn't get a ticket with me. It's only 11 days. I'm so glad i have a cell phone. At least i'll get to talk to him non-stop :p

Anyway, don' have too much to say. I'm just so excited.
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Do it! [February the 11th, 2006 - 9:07 PM]


Go Join!
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[February the 7th, 2006 - 11:13 PM]

YAYYYYY! I'm so excited. Now i can be online like ALLLLL the time. and when chad goes back to work i won't be bored to death! and when i go back to CT for 11 days i can talk to him more! YAYAYAY!!!!

Okay i'm done being 12. I was just really excited. I can now actually get things done that i need to. and i can study for stuff that i need to get done and i don't have to be over at his moms and be distracted by everything there. Now the only real reason we have to go there is to do our laundry, which isn't too often.

So i'll be back in CT in 8 days! Technically 9 but i like to round. hah. I can't wait! Oh and to everyone back home. I'm going line dancing on my birthday. haha. Big surprise huh? Drunk line dancing. FUCK YEAH! I'm so excited to turn 21. SOOOOOO excited. But anyway. For now i'm going to go look for a new layout. cause i'm getting tired of the one i have. <3<3<3 See you all sooooon. I miss you misss jessica!!!!!
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[January the 1st, 2006 - 2:49 PM]
Jessica will be here in 1 1/2 days. I'm going to tweak out. I miss her like crazy! We're going to have hot chocolate and nacho nights. as well as random trips to chicago and driving around aimlessly and playing silly board games that make us laugh till we pee!

okay. So just letting everyone know, that i'll be gone for 2 weeks. <3<3<3<3<3
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[December the 11th, 2005 - 3:30 AM]
So i've been looking on ebay for hours now. and i found the most adorable melie bianco purses. i'm trying to get chad to buy them for me. cause everyone know how much i LOVE purses. and how could you pass up a inexpensive melie bianco?!?

Hopefully he'll cave and let me get them. Cause than i'd love him forever! not like i don't already, but i mean come on! christmas is coming and he has NO IDEA what he's going to get me. and these can be my christmas presents! God. I want them so bad. I'm like an addict, It's like I actually NEED them or i won't be able to go on living. haha. I'm such a nerd at 3:30am.

Anyway, I bought his christmas stuff last night. And than my mom had me get him some more stuff for him, from her. I was like... okay, and why didn't we tell me this last night? Gosh. Old navy is going to think i stole her credit card and bought all this shit on their site because there's been like 4 transcations in the past month. haha. But i got him stuff he'll like, so i don't have to worry about that at all. which is good.

It's snowing like a bitch here. Like blizzard conditions. The other night we had a white out. it was crazy, we got like a foot of snow. I actually think it's sleeting/hailing now because it's hitting the windows. But it's loud and earlier today it was like a blizzard again, i haven't been outside in a while and i'm afraid to look outside. I hate snow.. Well it's not that i hate snow, I hate the cold. I love snow i just wish it could snow when it's warm. it'd be like the best of both worlds, ya know?

Anyway, i know you're all DYING to know about the boob itch. hahah. it's not as bad anymore, it still itches like crazy, but it's not constant. which is good, cause i seriously thought i was going to have to rip them off. it was getting to be so unberable. but i bet i have the softest boobs ever, because of the amount of lotion/baby lotion i put on them. so yay for soft boobs!


Jessica comes out here in 22 days! 22 fuckin days! And then she's mine for 2 weeks. and than i go back to CT at the end of Feb. for 2 weeks. I can't wait! I can't wait until my birthday and to go to the casino and hang out with all my friends and do the weird shit we always do when i'm home, and to hit up dennys at 3am for some cheese fries. FUCK YEAH! anyway.. my quitting smoking isn't going great, of course i've been saying i'm going to quit for like the past 6 months. and it just never happens. i tried so hard this morning, chad had 2 before i had one and he was aggravating the shit out of me and i said "just stop talking or i'm going to smoke and i don't want to" and he's like "you know you want to" and than he started smoking, so like 5 minutes later i stopped cleaning and had one. i have no will-power. it's horrible.

But i'm going to go, i have to get caught up on missed tv shows and keep trying to get my hubby to buy me purses! <3<3<3
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[December the 5th, 2005 - 6:49 AM]
So yeah like 30 days until my most awesomest friend gets here!! That's right, Miss. Jessica will be coming to visit after the holidays. and I will be at the airport picking her up with the Mister. Tyler! wahoo!

Anyway, I've been feeling like shit lately, my boobs itch. Like horribly. and according to anything i could find online, it's either pregnancy or menopause. haha. I'm voting for menopause! :) Anyway. So yeah, I guess I'll find out sooner or later.

I'm waiting for Chad to get home from work, I haven't slept yet, For some reason when ever i'm over at the in-laws [his moms] I can't sleep. I'm never tired. I don't ever have the slightest inclenation [sp?] to doze off and even take the slightest nap. Nope. It can't ever work that way, But thankfully Chad doesn't work Tuesday-Thursday. Which makes me happy cause i NEVER get to see him. He's always working, which of course causes us to fight, which is never good.

Now is it really such a horrible thing to hate your sister in-law? Like REALLY hate her. The only good thing about her is that i got the most ADORABLE niece EVER! Yeah, But she sucks. She's no good. She treats her mom horribly and she never spends time with her daughter and she's only 18 months old. God, If i could punch her and get away with it I would. I can't ever stand being around her. A couple weeks ago she yelled at me for no reason at all. I was sitting downstairs talking with Gary and Shirley and she just went off on me. What a cunt. I hate her. So freakin much.

And In the latest news.. I'm trying to quit smoking. It's not going to well, but it's not going to bad either. I think it will be easier than i thought, but we'll see how that goes. Next, I'm going to have to get chad to quit too. Like that will ever be possible.

Well I'm going to get going, He just called, he's on his way home. Goodbye<3<3
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[October the 23rd, 2005 - 3:51 PM]
emotional days suck.

For the past 2 days i've been a wreck crying over anything and everything. I want to go back to CT for like a week just so i can see my family and friends. I was talking to chad about it last night and he was like "you were here for 7 months last time and it wasn't this bad" So i don't know. I just think i need to go back for a few days to get everything together and see everybody. I need to figure out what's going on with me. I hate being like this. Chad came home from work yesterday because i was just a big mess. And i felt so bad about it, cause why should he miss out on work and money just to see if I'm okay? He shouldn't. I was just having a bad day. I'm going to talk to my mom and see if next month she can get me a ticket to come out for a bit. I need it so bad. I need to go back and be with everybody. Being here in this ridiculous town with nothing to do and no one to hang out with is terrible. I hardly ever see chad and the only person i actually hang out with is tyler. Not that it's a bad thing, it's just i want more people here, I want a life that isn't so eh anymore. I hate this. I hate this god awful town.

I hope i can make it back to CT soon. I think it'd help a lot. <3<3
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[October the 22nd, 2005 - 5:29 PM]
One of the best guys from one of the greatest bands has passed away.

This is so sad :( I just found out about it and it's such a shock.
But I'll always remember the awesome times me and Jess had with those guys! <3<3
Hotel parties never work! haha <3

R.I.P Dallas. <3<3

You're in our hearts. Suburban Legends is amazing.
You'll be missed dearly <3

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[October the 22nd, 2005 - 5:40 AM]
okay dude.


I think this is the best fall out boy layout by far.
and i HATE fucking scene kids.

I've been a fall out boy fan for YEARS. before you even knew who they were.
Me and Jess are like the radest kids ever for that. so *highfive*

i <3 my layout. A lot.
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[October the 22nd, 2005 - 4:38 AM]
me, tyler and chad are starting a clothing company. it's going to be AWESOME. and expect you all to buy something! it'll take about a month to get everything up and running and get everything we have to do out of the way. but it's going to be rad. i guarantee it!
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vote now! [October the 3rd, 2005 - 7:50 PM]
Go vote for your favorite artist.. It's awesome, I mean come on the Woodie awards? haha. <3<3

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1 year 3 months. [October the 2nd, 2005 - 12:57 AM]
so today well technically yesterday was 1 year and 3 months that me and chad have been together. yay! <3

haha. i'm such a goof. :) Well, he's at work right now, which really sucks because he shouldn't be, he was supposed to have the weekend off but he got mandated :( so i'm sitting at his moms house because are apartment is so depressing when you're by yourself all the time there. I'm about to go to sleep, I'm tired. I feel like shit. and I don't want to get a headache which i have been lately and I can feel it starting so i want to get to sleep before it gets any worse.

I love my husband to death <3<3<3<3<3
and i miss my friends even more! <3
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here we go again! [September the 7th, 2005 - 1:54 AM]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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Not too much is new here. Me and chad moved into our place this weekend. he's been working the past couple days, tonight i'm staying at his parents house and he's just going to come pick me up in the morning cause it's on his way home. than we get to sleep alllll day if we want to. It's so great, being married and having our own place. I can't wait until jess comes out for a visit.

We talked a bit tonight and she was talking about coming out here next summer and going to school. and than she started saying how people said she shouldn't and giving her guilt trips. So i just told her to do what she wanted to do and not to listen to anyone else. I mean if she came out here that's be awesome, but if she doesn't want to that's fine too. But i'm not going to guilt her into doing something she doesn't want to do and other people shouldn't either. and when something is said to someone, they shouldn't go run their mouth to the one person that it shouldn't be run to. I'm sorry it just aggravates me.

I need a hobby, it's hard to stay up until 7am with nothing to do, of course i'm thankful to be here tonight and not at the apartment cause we don't have internet or cable which SUCKS. but i think we're calling tomorrow to get cable hook up. woohoo! also we're going over to Franks tomorrow [today] to pick out a kitten, his cat is a whore, really she is and she's had 5 litters in a short period of time, literally one after the other it's crazy, so i get to go and pick one out <3 yay!

anyway, this is going to be the end of my rant. i need to go have a cigarette, i still have 5 more hours before chad will be here. it's so exciting. <3<3
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[August the 30th, 2005 - 10:51 PM]
[ mood | happy ]


So i haven't really written in a while. BUT! there is lots to tell!

First off, I got married, on 8.20.05 to be exact. It seriously feels like i've been married forever and it's only been a little over a week. haha. we went apartment hunting today, which was fun. we found an awesome place, just gotta wait until they are done renovating it, than hopefully it is ours! and there's enough room for jessica to move in! YAY!

in other news. Hedder is preggers! OMG! weeeeeeeeeeeeee. i still can't believe it. when she called and told me i was like....jaw dropping kind of just shocked. but it's cool. there's gonna be another little heather or kevin running around. just what we need! haha. :)

Chad goes on shift tomorrow night 6pm-6am. :( i'm gonna be sooo sad, just thank god he doesn't work everyday, i REALLY wouldn't know what to do with myself. But i think it's about time i go get my snuggles in! <3<3<3<3

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[July the 1st, 2005 - 7:48 AM]
I'm coming home in a week! I'm not going to know what to do with myself, seeing for the last 7 months all of my time has been spent with chad, every single day. but i know it'll be worth it in the end. 1 month away from him and then i'll be with him for the rest of my life. wahoo!

i've finally gotten to that "nervous" stage. everytime i look to see how much time is left i get shaky and stuff. i don't know how i'm going to deal with it when it comes. VODKA SHOTS! haha. <3 but yes, 1 week than i'm home, bitches better be able to hang out! <3

oh and it's mine and chads 1 year today! who would've thought we'd make it this far? :p
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